reflections
March 22nd, 2006 Mood is much better thanks to mushies

Food glorious food!
I might be only eating mushy food. But you just don’t know how wonderful scrambled eggs are until you haven’t had anything solid for two weeks.
OK so when I say that I have eaten… I am talking about two teaspoons of scrambled eggs and I was full. And it was amazing. And that’s ok. It’s ok to enjoy food. Just not to eat too much of it. Food is for energy not gluttony.

All life lessons that I should have learnt a long time ago. But thanks to a piece of plastic I now know.

I started to hate my LapBand™ last week. The liquid diet was really starting to get me down… but now that I can eat a little, all be it mushy, I love my LapBand™.

I am losing weight… and one day I will be at my goal weight. AND I CAN’T WAIT.

I have spent the last few days imagining all the clothes I am going to buy, all the places I will go.

Imagine me walking around New York… no need for cabs… just me.

I am going to the beach for almost a month and then when I get back I am having my first band filling.

Apparently by then I will start getting hungry and will need liquid in my LapBand™. The liquid tightens the band which means that food stays in my small stomach. Which means that I will feel fuller for longer.
Current Weight: 122 kgs
Goal Weight: 72 kgs
Only 50 kgs to go…

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One Response to “Mood is much better thanks to mushies”

  1. kaite Says:

    I had the lapband and I am finally on mushey foods today and your blog made me feel so much better. Thank you!

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