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December 18th, 2006 The insane me

Well I am now officially insane.

I got this surgery so that I never felt that overwhelming feeling of hunger ever again, but now all I feel is gut-wrenching hunger. I am all right for the first few hours of the day, then when it gets to dinnertime and hates everyone who is allowed to eat.

The sane me – knows that it’s not their fault, knows that this will all be over in a few days… but the insane me… well she couldn’t care less.

No pain to report.

Haven’t weighed myself.

ARRRGGGGHHHH.come on… mushy stage…

Current Weight: 124 kgs
Goal Weight: 72 kgs
Only 52 kgs to go…

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One Response to “The insane me”

  1. Jocelyn Says:

    I found your lapband story on the web and was so enthralled as I had it done 6 days ago. I can’t believe you finished it so early - would love to hear more and how you are getting on! I am in Dubai and know no one who has had this done!

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