Hi there everyone,

Ok i haven’t been blogging and it’s not because i have a good reason either.

i haven’t been blogging because i haven’t been feelling like a good enough role model.

BUT now i have come to the conclusion that i need to say this, like alcoholics anoyomous, to make progress.

I have been snacking! ice cream and coke are the main offenders.

So there it is.

I haven’t weighed myself in a month or so, because i haven’t looking forward to the results.

i do feel a little smaller, but i don’t think i have lost much recently.

I am going to the doctors tomorrow to get a fill, so i will weigh myself then. I will let you know tomorrow if I am right.

Anyway… So this week i went to the gym, not once but twice… Which is good.

And now that I have been thinking about i think that the fact that i am so down on myself for snacking is actually a good thing.

I mean a year ago i used to snack without a thought. Now at least i know right from wrong..

So to resolve the snacking issue and the untoned body issue I am going to get into the gym. I am aiming to three times next week, four times the week after and my final goal is five times a week (three weeks in). I sorted out a new gym circut thing. Which for the first time in my life doesn’t have an hour of cardio.

The gym guy said that because i have lost a lot of weight (which despite my recent crash i know is very true) I don’t have to do as much sweat and tears stuff anymore. I just have to do enough to keep my healthy and continue losing weight a bit.

This makes me very happy.

O I feel good that i got that off my chest…

CHOLE… I am going to email you tonight so watch your inbox..,

2 Responses to “I have a confession to make… please don’t hurt me”

1. Ginger Says:
   May 14th, 2007 at 5:24 pm

   Feel free to hand over some of your excess weight to me, I constantly try to put on a bit to no avail. People are all different and that goes for our various weight, I have had some of my clothes taken in and up so it seems that I have accepted what I cannot change or so my friends tell me??

2. rachy Says:
   May 18th, 2007 at 7:46 am

   I guess you probably already know that the fact you are admitting it, and not just to yourself but in a public forum means you are serious about not slipping again. It takes a lot of guts to go through with this whole procedure and I truly commend your strength. My father also has a lapband and if he had half the determination you had he would have reached his goal weight by now, he seems to think that because he is eating lesser amounts it’s better than what he used to eat, but bags of lollies and nuts aren’t exactly recommendable. At least you can see that!!!

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